FknBucky

Some thoughts I put down last night after a few cocktails….  Thought I would share. 

I wonder how life can be different if I was another color, a woman, or even born in a different country.  Maybe I could trade the shackles of being in a wheelchair for those of being much more tan.  Would that change the way I reacted to life?  Would it change my attitude of fuck the world and the problems that I face??  Would simply changing one problem for another make my outlook on life suddenly change??  Somehow I don’t think so. I would rise up and kick ass just like I’ve always done because that is what my animal instinct is programmed to do.

So many of you say I’m strong, I’m amazing, and I’m blah fucking blah.  You don’t get it.  I am what I’m supposed to be.  I fight to live just like everything else in the world.  Giving up is not an option.  It never has been.  Why have we decided that so many of us get a free pass just because they have challenges??  It doesn’t make sense to me and I hope it never will.  Understanding the “poor me” attitude is something that I will never allow to seep it’s ugly head into my life.  Doesn’t mean I don’t need a nice pat on the back sometimes, but who doesn’t??

I see people daily that have all the ability to do whatever they want in life, but yet they spend their time pissing and moaning about how rough their childhood was.  Tough shit.  I don’t care if your mother didn’t hug you enough.  I don’t care if you were born with bigger tits than your neighbor.  Wait that is a good thing.  Moving on…. I don’t fucking care if you are attracted to people that are the same sex as you.  Life is full of  hard shit to deal with and overcoming those challenges are what makes you worthwhile.  By the way society says being gay, black, or a woman is a “challenge” not me.

Bucky you are to harsh.  You need to be compassionate.  I am compassionate you dumb fuck. By expecting the best out of everyone I give them the opportunity to become someone of substance instead of allowing them to a worthless drain on society for the rest of their lives.  Those of you that don’t see that rob EVERYONE of the opportunity to become someone special.  Yes I had something that made me face my problems and by doing so I found a way to overcome them.

I’m not a “special” person or a freak of nature. I’m simply a farm boy from Wisconsin that was taught at a very young age that taking care of myself was up to ME.  I was taught to not to sit around and wait for some rescue to swoop in and make everything better.  Pushing the limits of life are what made this country special in the first place.  We certainly didn’t become the super power of the world by dragging our feet waiting for the slowest asshole to catch up.  Don’t you get it??  Life is unfair to everyone.  There are no fucking favorites.

I don’t give a shit what your challenges are. That doesn’t make me a republican, independent, or a fucking conservative.  It makes me a person that expects everyone to rise above the hardships they have and becomes someone that  then helps others going through the same shit they did one day.  Why does that make me some sort of monster??  I don’t get it??  What if I sat and cried all day about the raw deal I got because I’m in a wheelchair??  Would you fuckers praise me for it??  

I’m some sort of dumb ass hero because I’ve done exactly what I should have.  I accepted the outcome of my actions and moved on with my life.  If anything I should just be accepted as the norm.  I did what everyone should do.  You got racially profiled.  Tough shit. Move on and make it your life’s agenda to pull your fucking pants up and become someone that doesn’t get fucked with anymore.  Don’t blame me for pointing out the obvious. Life is about choices and you HAVE to deal with ones you make.

Fknbucky