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Jul

The light (the dark -part 2)

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Yesterday I talked about being the “dark”, a place that I go alone when I’m angry and feel cheated by life. Truth is I’m not cheated by anything. I chose to ride a motorcycle 22 years ago in horrible conditions when I wasn’t experienced enough to be doing so which resulted in me wrecking and becoming paralyzed. I pay for that decision 24/7 – 365 and will do so for the rest of my life no matter what happens. Prison isn’t even that harsh, my sentence was instant with no jury, and I have zero chance at parole. I accept all of that because it simply is the reality I have.

I didn’t plan to say all that, but it just came out. I just type what my brain thinks and that that is what you get to read when I post these. When I’m in the “dark” as I call it I don’t spend the time sitting in a corner feeling sorry for myself. I simply can’t and you shouldn’t either. I work. I spent time cleaning my bedroom, bathroom, and living room this past weekend while being very aware of how much time I was up in my wheelchair. The pressure sore dictates that, but I also swapped out my cushion for a heavier, but much better one for skin care which I should have done 4 weeks ago, but I never thought about it. Again I accept responsibility for the problems I face.

Blaming nurses, doctors, or the hospital in my case only leads to anger and frustration which makes solving my hardship nearly impossible. You can always find someone to point the finger at. How many problems do you solve while angry??? Well besides silencing a crap talker. Man I miss punching deserving people in the face. You can also go to a punk rock shows for 2 hours of mosh pit madness to release a lot of aggression. One time we actually fought the band once at the Ogden in Denver. That was an awesome show I saw with two Daves, a Skot, and Uncle John Jameson. Anyway. Violence is bad or something.

Here is the ultimate point. Do something. Keep moving no matter how slow it is. I fixed my wheelchair while in bed leaning to the side staying off my skin. I could have been crying, cursing (still was just at the chair instead of God and Big Bang Theory), or trying to ruin other people’s weekend because I was having a hard time. That would have been completely pointless and stupid. I have wanted to fix a bracket on my chair for months, but couldn’t find or make the time. It took me HOURS, but I finally got it perfect and makes I’m so darn happy. I didn’t plan that. It just became because I just kept doing.

The light doesn’t just show up. Nope. There is always work involved. Luckily I learned as a kid that work was good, setbacks are normal, and I had to rely on myself before crying to others. If you work even a tiny tiny bit the light will come. The strength will come. Each time the strength grows. The confidence grows. The happiness grows. Wait for it….. YOU GROW!!

FknBucky

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Feb

Cancel Valentines Day

By Bucktown 2 Comments

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Tags: 14, better, cancel, children, Cupid, Day, Feb, history, human, marry, past, pedo, pedophilia, perfect, Pride, prison, read, valentine, world

Valentines Day. Great. Single people take the day off. I’m actually good with that, but I was curious how it all got started. I assume it was a money thing where companies like Hallmark lobbied people in the government to make a holiday in the down time between New Years and St. Patricks Day. Forcing men everywhere to buy a card or face the wrath of a woman that is not happy. I googled Valentines Day to learn the origin and I kinda wish I hadn’t, but I’m going to share with you because it is what I do.

There are a handful of stories that differ a bit so I’m just going to take the craziest one I found and run with it. Feel free to tell others later today using my opinion as absolute fact. Just like the rest of your life do NO research and simply believe what you are told. How is that working out for you?? If you are able to read between the lines I’m saying “read a book dumbass” because people don’t tell the truth. They tell parts of truth while making themselves or a group they are invested in look better in the eyes of the person hearing their story. You don’t have to worry about that here though. I will never manipulate facts to make me look better simply because I’m already perfect and trying to improve greatness like me is impossible.

So this Valentine guy (referred to as V Guy now) married an eleven year old hag who’s best days were clearly behind her. It gets weirder so hang on. In our cancel culture I have no idea how the “hate everything” mob hasn’t gotten a hold of this yet. So this V Guy is no stranger to married life though as he was first married to his 17 year old cousin when he was 12. They had to wait a year cause marrying an eleven year old boy is not acceptable. Thank goodness they had rules. He must of had a good time though because his first wife died giving birth. V Guy’s first wife was in fact already being recycled since she was actually married at age 6 because that is not weird. Age 6. I want to puke.

We fast forward to V Guy being 21 and marrying his 11 year old wife. At some point he was arrested for being something, but it wasn’t for being a pedo which makes me sad. While in prison he sent a poem to his young wife which is said to be the first “Valentine” and started the trend we still follow today. Here is that poem:

My very gentle Valentine,

Since for me you were born too soon,

And I for you was born too late.

God forgives him who has estranged

Me from you for the whole year.

I am already sick of love,

My very gentle Valentine.

Our guy was imprisoned for 25 years and never saw his young bride again as she past away before he was released. They had no children together. I don’t want you feeling bad for V Guy though because once he was released from prison he got right back on the Pedo horse and married a 14 year old girl at the age of 46. They had 3 children together. His children were name Cory, Karen, and Billy. I completely made those names up. Feel free to spread it around as factual though,. I’m okay with that.

I do not write this up to make light of Pedophilia because I would never ever do that. I have no sympathy for people that hurt children in this way or any way. In fact they should lose all rights including freedom forever. No second chances. Keep them in jail, kill them, put them on an island somewhere, but never ever let them back into society. I honestly don’t care what we do with them, but allowing them the opportunity to hurt an innocent child again is something we can NOT allow.

What I do make light of is the fact that regardless of what tradition we have or celebrate there will be some really bad shit that happened prior. The world and humans were awful when we look back at history. This being said, it is what it is. We can’t go back and change it now. We have evolved and eventually got it right. This will continue I hope. Maybe 700 years from now people will look back on us thinking what a bunch of barbarians. I’m okay with that as well. Things don’t change overnight, but the fact is they do change. Take pride in that. Looking back at history sooner or later we get it right.

So maybe stop trying to cancel everything and use our past to teach those that will mold the future. That is a powerful sentence so read it again. When we ignore the past, we ignore the lessons that were learned from those mistakes allowing the human race to evolve for the better.

So put something sexy on, light a few candles, and enjoy the day.

Remember to do something kind for NO reward. Just because it makes you a better person.

I appreciate you all.

FknBucky

I got my information from this web page if you want to go look at it. https://www.history.com/news/historys-oldest-known-valentine-was-written-in-prison

May

FREE ANDREW TAMOORESSI — YOU CAN & NEED TO HELP RIGHT NOW!!!

By Bucktown 2 Comments

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Tags: America, Andrew, border, chief, commander, freedom, government, guns, illegal, immigrant, jail, Marine, Mexico, mistreating, petition, president, prison, prisoner, ptsd, racism, San Diego, senator, Tamoorissi, USA

BRING HIM HOME!!

Crazy week. Lots of emotions and just plain crazy. I’ve been watching a story here in San Diego that is just wrong. I’ve written about it a couple times, but never published the blogs. Today is the day that I take it to you, and hope you run with it. Being silent is adding to the problem and if I’m known for anything I can’t imagine it is being silent.

This is the story of a wrong turn that went very badly. Can you imagine if you took a left instead of a right and that decision ended you up in jail?? In a foreign country?? I certainly know about bad decisions and ending up in jail, but I think I’ll save that for another blog day. Being in jail is the worst but when you add in some threats of murder, rape, beatings, and other not fun stuff you have a situation that needs attention right now. Unfreaking believable. My Mom told me I had to stop swearing in my blog so I thought I would give it a shot. This inactive reservist Marine is getting screwed by Mexico and it is time to start fighting back. Tell you what Mexico, you give us our guy and we’ll send back every Mexican dirt bag we have in our prison system. Seems like a fair trade to me!!

Want to know the back story?? Good because I’m going to tell you. He was lost, driving around San Diego and ended up at a Mexican border station. I didn’t even know they had those. I mean what do they do?? Give out water to the illegals as they pass by. Pat them on the back and say good luck in Americana?? I used to buy crack down there and let me tell you the roads are really confusing, dark, and not easy to navigate while hitting the glass pipe. These border agents are crooked, messed up, and it really is a crock of crap. Oh I miss my four letter adjectives so much!! ha ha. I have a string of them I’d like to let loose on the Mexican officials causing this.

Andrew Tahmooressi is 25 years old and did two tours in Afghanistan serving this country, serving this commander in chief, and from everything I’ve read did what was asked of him. This man received a battlefield promotion because he showed good judgement and bravery. That’s right he is a true American hero who happens to be sitting in a Mexican jail because our leadership is too busy giving the rest of our veterans crappy healthcare. Oh yeah that’s another blog day, but nice job government. Actually I should say “nice NOT doing your job government”.

So once Sgt. Andrew Tamooressi hit up the Mexican border station he explained that he made a wrong turn and simply wanted to go back to America. He also told them that he had 3 American registered (this means legal) guns in his car. Not unusual as he was in the process of moving and had all his belongings in his motor vehicle. Instead of letting him turn around and go home, calling the American embassy, or doing anything that would actually make sense they took this man to jail. A very bad jail. The notorious La Mesa state prison which is by all accounts is a very bad place to be. His arms and legs were shackled down for 35 straight days onto a bed. I bet they didn’t even wash the sheets first. Disgusting. How can we let them treat this Marine like this??? Why isn’t someone in our government freaking out???

How may Mexicans come across our border illegally daily?? I bet a few of them even bring weapons. What do we do?? Sign them up for welfare, hand them food stamps, and make sure they know how to get free healthcare. Oh and make sure you slap on an anchor baby so we won’t deport them. Is that all true?? Yep sure is. Grow up hippie, this blog needed some racist statements so I can make a point in the next paragraph. Plus my mom won’t let me swear anymore which causes me to lash out. They give our Marine back and I’ll start playing nice. Wink wink.

Why is this guy facing 21 years in a Mexican prison??? It is absurd and somebody in our government needs to grow a pair. NOW. The fact that they are silent about this means they are little punks. I really miss swearing Mom. Okay speaking of racism, you thought I forgot huh, well maybe if we make it about race our COMMANDER IN CHIEF will do his job and take care of our Marine. I mean if this was about a black Harvard professor or say an owner of a basketball team our boy Obama would trample some school kids to get to a microphone. Little ones that are carrying balloons. Seriously what kind of monster tramples little kids carrying balloons???

Random problem: I have a booger on my hand that won’t come off. Don’t you hate that?? Guess its snack time. Problem solved. Moving on.

Lock up one of our Marines and crickets. All I hear is crickets. That is what one of my ex-girlfriends told me once after a very bad performance at a comedy show. She is gone now. She turned lesbian, had a sex change, and now lives in Mexico performing live shows with a donkey three times a day. Ha ha. Maybe she can go visit our Marine?? So Andrew’s Mom (Jill Tahmooressi) has been leading the charge demanding that someone in our government stick up for her son. I have to say it really has nothing to do with party affiliation. We owe this man and it makes me sick that I’m even writing a blog about it. I’ve held back because I’ve assumed it would be handled quickly, but it hasn’t been. He really has been forgotten, pushed aside, and because helping him won’t turn into “votes” these so called leaders ignore it. Its disgusting.

So for us to get the White House/administration to comment on this situation we need 100,000 signatures (currently there is just under 29,000 so we have some work to do) on whitehouse.gov before the end of May. Take 3 minutes and sign this petition. Send it to your email contacts. Post it on your facebook page. If I get 1,000 views on this blog, I’ll stop swearing for year. No Mom you can’t click on the page 1,000 times. I’ve done all the work for you. The link is below, click it, create an account (literally takes 30 seconds), and then help us get our Marine back.

https://petitions.whitehouse.gov/petition/demand-release-usmc-sgt-tahmooressi-suffering-ptsd-mexico-imprisonment/qslJk2Xd

If you enjoyed your freedom today it is because of brave men and women like Andrew who served this country. It is time for you to do your part and help Andrew Tahmooressi regain his freedom. I’ll be disappointed if my friends don’t help with this situation. Post, share, talk about this at work, at church, in the grocery store line. We can help and the time is right now to do it.

Fknbucky

http://www.freetahmooressi.com